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Monday, November 19, 2007

:2:35 PM:

I got a new handbag just on Saturday at Paragon~! A new Guess handbag that my uncle bought for me ^^. So nice, so happy, so loving it. He is leaving today soon in about another one hour. Feels lethargic and tired still. I still have yet to find Koyomi's shoe. So 'mah fan'.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

:9:00 PM:

Happy Independence day USA, Happy 4th of July and everyone whose birthday falls on this day too.

It was the valiant defense of Fort McHenry by American forces during the British attack on September 13, 1814 that inspired 35-year old, poet-lawyer Francis Scott Key to write the poem which was to become their national anthem, "The Star-Spangled Banner." The poem was written to match the meter of the English song, "To Anacreon in Heaven." In 1931 the Congress of The United States of America enacted legislation that made "The Star-Spangled Banner" the official national anthem.

Oh, say can you see, by the dawn's early light,
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming?
Whose broad stripes and bright stars, through the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched, were so gallantly streaming?
And the rockets' red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.
O say, does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

On the shore, dimly seen through the mists of the deep,
Where the foe's haughty host in dread silence reposes,
What is that which the breeze, o'er the towering steep,
As it fitfully blows, half conceals, half discloses?
Now it catches the gleam of the morning's first beam,
In full glory reflected now shines on the stream:
'Tis the star-spangled banner! O long may it wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave.

And where is that band who so vauntingly swore
That the havoc of war and the battle's confusion
A home and a country should leave us no more?
Their blood has wiped out their foul footstep's pollution.
No refuge could save the hireling and slave
From the terror of flight, or the gloom of the grave:
And the star-spangled banner in triumph doth wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave.

Oh! thus be it ever, when freemen shall stand
Between their loved homes and the war's desolation!
Blest with victory and peace, may the heaven-rescued land
Praise the Power that hath made and preserved us a nation.
Then conquer we must, when our cause it is just,
And this be our motto: "In God is our trust."
And the star-spangled banner in triumph shall wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave!

Sunday, June 03, 2007

:11:14 PM:

Second day of Streetfest.

Why you all last minute go down also never tell me?!

I have nothing else to say. Actually I do, but then that will turn out to be a damn random ramble of things that you people need not know of since today is rather slack. Apart from the study part.

Senile old coots...I see the part of them drooling and sleeping all day or falling asleep while they are playing chess or reading or watching tv. Though I wonder, why do they keep staring off somewhere and do nothing even if some irritating insects come to buzz the hell out of someone or bite them somewhere.

I miss the mindless arguements in school. I miss the Museum of Twits and RAFE and the Flammatory. Such fun webs yet all likestop updating. Museum of Twits and RAFE officially stopped. Flammatory like stopped too. Boredoms.

Boredoms.

I got a question though.
How random is random?
Since normal distribution is normally random in nature. And in theory we take normal distribution as random regardless of the degree of randomess.
So how random is random?

Thursday, April 19, 2007

:8:40 PM:

Everyday it's the same, wakeup brush teeth take a break. Then later at 3 go into my room and study all the way til dinner or 7pm. I think studyng Science(Biology) is starting to take on a bad toll for my brain.

I find that people in the Singapore Society. Like how people like to keep their 'face'. Like when they think that in the family it is good to have a child who is a podigy or forcing the child to study like hell and get a good grade. mean sure getting a good grade in all our studies is goodfor our future no matter how crap up it is and all, but forcing a child to study for the sake of getting 'face' and seeing who is higher in position in the family is just a purely sickening game.

Next is this, what is the point if we can get a good grade for that certain school(Primary/Secondary/JC/University) and all they care about is having 'face' and bragging about it to relatives and friends. I mean have you even think of the kids' feeling, such a living condition is most definitely not even good for children in the first plce. Sure it makes them more 'kiasu' but there is also the point where by the child will get some mental health problems. Yet the good point about it is that it makes one really think about life and their own maturity level.

Usually those who are affected at a younger age, are more matured than many other kids their age in the society. And then there is also the point where there are kids who are unaware of how lucky they are to be in a sheltered family and really don't get exposed to how cruel life can reall be. If you think that life is bad as it is at home, wait til you bunch of people get into the society and you will see hell.

The kids that are sheltered, please be more mature and stop running away from a fact that has placed itself in front of your face. And whats the point of dening those facts, sure they are just 'reason' that you people like to make. Well here is a reality check, stop making excuses and find yourself hating a person for the excuses that you make up. Assumption is also not good for oneself even if you know the oher person for like years or just months. People do change with time.

So whats' your reason for running away from the facts of life. This just goes to show how pathetic you are by running away. Just get up and get a move on in life. It is not like this is the end of the world. I know I for sure am not what m parents claimed me to be as muc as I hate them sometimes and adore them another time. Do note that I used the word 'adore'. 'Love' is just too strong a word for me to even use when talking about them. Sure I do have affections for them, I mean heck they are my parents by blood and genes whether I like it or not.

Reality is just as tough. If you take the facts of this reality, and those of you who get offended or angry just from reading this post. This goes to show how true about I type. You do't have any idea how others life is like, so if you ever try to complain, whine or comment aboutyour own life, do reflect about other's.

Even if there are those who would rather have their life not told to anyone until they fully trust someone or just simply can't be bothered about their family to tell. Have some thoughts to keep it quiet and do not assume that they are more pathetic than you.

If anyone of you find that this post amusing and a total bunch of crap, then it is YOU I feel sorry for. Sorry for not realising what is true and what is not and the facts that are written and placed here for all to see and view.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

:10:49 PM:

Happy April Fools' Day. I just used to love this day oh so much when there were still school and lessons. However I could hardly care whether or not April Fools' Day is here or not.

I just love eating the chocolates I made ^^ taste so much better than when I last made them th other time. Just in time for EOY@Expo 2006. Well, will be leaving Singapore on Tuesday to go into Malaysia for about a week.

Preivious poem written.

Waking to the sound
Of broken glasses
I see the truth of Reality

Shattered pieces amongst red
Staining these white marble
A mark
Never to be washed away

Lock me up
Never to awaken
My secrets
Shall forever remain
Sealed and Untouched

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

:7:36 PM:

Today my cousin was not at work. And today had my breakfast at work as usual. Nor's cooking for today is especially nice ^^. Love the cheese it goes so well with the marcaroni and pasta mixture. Cheese...>.<

Was most of the time away from the front desk because the William and Joan are there. So if I go there, I'm just an extra. :X

In the afternoon there are a few guest who came in. The three guys in the triple room, their faces are like sort of familiar like I saw their faces somewhere. Another guest who came in was a vietnamese. Right after my aunt came. She found me there ouside pampering the cat. Resident cat so cute chubby and cute.

That vietnamese guest was freaky. HLF(High level freak) lol. Nor came up with this term not m. I don't feel like going to work as long as that HLF is there T_T. He is freaky an asked me whether or not I am free tomorrow! My mind registered it...And I want to run away! Running down to get away from him. He is so freaky. That dude is like 31! 31! I'm only 17.5! There is a big difference!

Even Nor say that once he stepped in can feel the freakiness :X. If aunt hear this she will say that we are to be nice. T_T Freakiness...

Had to take a bus back home today and tomorrow too. Bleh feel so lazy...I want my drivers' education.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

:9:14 PM:

Wokeup this morning and started to do that white apple. Apparently I started doing it from about 12.30pm all the way till about 4.30pm. And been on the computer since 6...Ohwells my boredoms i bad so shall go be bored somewhere else. Like my room or something.

Damn this is perhaps the shortest post I ever posted.