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Bleh today woke up earlier than i had expected 11am or so..yup then had a light breakfast/lunch very light...like normal breakfast de...changed went tuition went to hougang for a while to buy some stuff...then rush down to tuition for english-.- yes english...nothing to do there Jinwei not in class so all girls day...okayy so english was a rather draggy bore today...finished doing the question she asked us to then read book..she nag at me not to read when she herself encourages me to read-.- what sense is that...i did finish doing her question and did my homework for once...bleh...took mrt then change to bus...
stupid bus...took 111 and that stupid bus driver he checked this girls id then at some red light stop he walked all the way to my seat and demanded to see my ez-link card...wads his prob..i don't look like a student?! I dressed so perfectly normal today and so guai looking some more...see my ez-link also don't need to be so rough as to like snatch it away too...stupid man...look so retarded wearing that christmas hat then anyhow accuse people curse him...know he like totally not singaporean looking like-.- bleh irritating....sue him next time if he do this same incident again....irritating enough....i don't look like my ez-link pic by a bit i know that...so does most of other people's he is such an irritating moron...
bleh...
If you're still alive, under the sea,
I'll cut off both my legs and become a fish.
If you come close enough for me to fall into the depths,
I'll become a shadow, wandering the endless darkness.
Entrancingly drifting in the air, my shimmering haze,
I only remembered the days that weren't granted to us.
You're not here.
I know that. I know that.
Rising, rising, the sun
Purifies this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.
If these words ever reach you,
I'll take my living body and throw it away.
A present [as in "now" not "gift"] that has erased my vivid wounds -
Your warmth that steals everything -
I longed for them, I searched for them
Even though they're illusions.
Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment -
I want to sleep embracing them.
Rising, rising, the sun
Purifies this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment -
I want to sleep embracing them.
Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.
The splinters of memories are rotting away.
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
I'm forgetting - it's blurring -
Your voice disappears in the noise.
They're rotting, they're shedding -
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
Without leaving a trace - I'm forgetting -
Your voice is becoming noise
Here is the lyrics to the song Koe from FF3 translated...I like the lyric^^
hmmm got chased out of bed with threats...had breakfast then slacked about reading battle royale...gonna finish soon....so happy waiting...i am sure you can keep yourself occupied for that time-.-....okayy went for science tuition today and was like half asleep there the teacher keep asking whether i was alright-.- i don't look that pale what....and i know wearing black make me look a bit pale but its a ncie colour and besides my pants are all in the wash-.- so irritating...
tuition seemed to be a dragged and my mind kept drifting....lol i think my mind becoming a bit like yours ler Yuki...lol exclude you hentai part and all hentai...its hentai free but NOT violence and gore free -.-....lol okayy so mom scolded me for wearing all black-.- supersticious part can be found in this conversation-.- so just kept quiet since she say that i am forever talking abck to her-.- hmph she is not even a good role model she forever screaming or scolding me..not once is the conversation a nice one...even if it is, she would somehow manage to change it to a mroe explosive topic-.- haiz poor topic she forever switching it to her life her life her life and her misery-.- what about me? I also have my own misery and still can withstand it...mental mostly-.- lol mostly mental.... bleh whats the use of typing all these out here? lol heck seh nothing to type...lol i feel like i doing literature every single bloody day of my life-.- poor life lol...
Here is a nice lyrics in a song...lol
Close your eyes; the night is falling.
Morning skies will soon return again
A pillow for your head
A warm and cozy bed
Is waiting for you
Up above, the moon is glowing
Bright with love among the shining stars
And each and every night
It shares a special light
For someone to see
Dreaming now and dreaming always
Thinking how the world keeps turning ‘round
And all the stars agree
It’s love that sets them free
To shine through the night
So if you ever lose your way along the road
Or if the walls are closing on you
Remember all the love we share, and then you’ll find
You know what to do
Every star deserves some moonlight
Lonely are the ones who wait in dark
But somewhere in your heart
You’ll find a little part
Of your light to share
So drift away into the twilight
Don’t delay the dreams that fill your mind
And anywhere you are
No matter near or far
I’ll love you the same
The remix of this song rather nice lol....lol not bad for a song, a good lullaby lol
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.
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I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that im ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
i think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (does by someone counts?)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone!
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away message saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.((alcohol yes...drugs only those certified one that the doctor prescribes))
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever i can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republic.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls,not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
i am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I belive in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that i loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch food network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in. ((amusingly its trueXD))
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that i was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew i would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. ((You can't blame me XDXD))
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Jonny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy taco bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when i was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I miss the whole class ((See i am so nice T^T XD))
SABO LIST!
1.Michelle
2.SHERLYN
3.WEITING
4.YUKI
5.Jinwei
hmmm from the day before yesterday Oo?
day before yesterday, cousin came over and was awoken rather early as usual...-.- too early on my timing...anyways changed and went out with her..blahblah had lunch at marche then we walked about-.- okayy so she hated the walking bit and had stitches a lot of times..most of the time...okayy so went from there to far east can't find the shop...bought her a POT poster-.- haiz....she ar.....okayy then went home bought ice cream and a drink on the way back....
yesterday, woke up at say 2.08pm-.- i can't believe it and i thought it was still 11am then-.- weird timing in mind.....need to start sleeping at a more appropriate timing or not school reopen i shall suffer if not...and this being the soon to be final year in school....must study harder....whole day watched tv and slack about ate nothing much was forcing myself to eat...but eventually cant seem to eat much....weird.....good thing too anyways....did not use the com the whole of yesterday so was really like a total slacker....
today, woke up at 11.15am and then had to get ready for tuitino in potong pasir...okayy so i did dellie my time so what i did get there on time and with a few more minutes about 5-9minutes to spare...sat there and read a book after getting me drink....tutor the same guy as the other time...good thing...he is a good teacher though he has prob with the talking part-.-his communication is okayy only the accent and the way he pronounce some words are like funny..but heck he good teacher can liao...okayy so mom was pisse4d at my attitude towards her-.- like i say i dun really have much patience around my paretns adn sometimes on certain adults...depends...okay keep asking me whether or not i wanna kill her whenever i gave her a death like glare-.-...she is really really weird...and its not me fault about the part whether or not i wanna kill her-.- i dun really care much about that killing part...i am a student for crying out loud not a freaking murderer...and she is the one making a scene not me-.- i snicker at some part when she at the sales promoter there asking the price for those contacts lens-.-...snicker also cannot...then she say i give them bad attitude....not shit my time was wasted jsut standing there looking at my watch..i did tell her over the phone i already ordered my contact lens...bleh not me fault....she don't wanna listen...went to the bus stopp after tuition to meet her, she was like there asking me to sit down there while she talk to me and she mostly ended up scolding me and like on the verge of crying-.-.... not my fault she wanna cry is her business...no effects on me-.-....just stared out into outer space and listen to music...bleh i am not gonna dwell in this further-.- type this rather go read finish me book....
hmmm starting from december the 10th cause its rather memoriable. lol...
10th December. Woke up at like 7.45 and I feel as though I did not sleep all night yet still feel right awake-.-...I am not talking sense here...lol...lol travelled down to the city all mrt there then went to the tailor nearby to collect my costume...good thing she can get it done for me in time^^thanks auntie^^...I need to find another tailor and learn how to make clothes myself for now.....okayy I wore my top there and the long white coat to the expo there so all I had to do is change my skirt. Oh the sadness in wearing that top is the restriction in the arm movement and the skirt is the restriction of jumping properly sitting properly and blahblahblah...But it is nicely made ^^ lol and yes tis tight fitting for the skirt-.- dun remind me-.- the horror.....lol okayy so yea was there changed into full costume attire and yes due to the restriction of my top, Helena has to help me with my coat lol thanks babe....lol okayy so we both spent a long long time in the toilet trying to get her figure out her wig and for us both to put our makeup on...lol so after a long long time we finally got out of the toilet...lol okayy hanged around the table where Pacifica and the rest there then we both went down to BK there the Orange Julius shop? to buy some stuff food for them and drinks...Oh Stevan came along...okayy so we both were late for our shift but when we got there it was like no over crowded for those on duty? lol..at least we did our shift >.
okayy so most of the time went to hte hall find some people then went back there to slack-.- i have been slack much... and in a way thanks to Helena influencing Freakout I got a title from them for the costume i wore on that day-.- Mata he is scary sometimes-.-Scary....lol went back into the hall and didna come back a long time but to find me camera and handphone-.- camera was with Stevan....find him me find camera he gone me camera gone-.- bleh lame sounding....lol went out with Helena because of her prop-.- damn big and heavy looking...so many photographers lol...okayy you know what happened here got back inside snitch food from Ellax then went back to put my cam in bag-.- slack and went in then saw Helena with her friends the Jrocker band(?) okayy then went out because of scary Jiro(?)...slack there went in to find her the help David's gf adn her friend buy lunch...so alone...meet cynical_violet there with eh i can't remember who liao-.-...okayy we both went up first since another perosn wants her friend to buy some stuff and there very hot-.-melting liao coat wear till so hot...lucky did not wear coat off shoulder like i was supposed to-.- or not hae another prob wearing it back on again....lol helped David find Helena then got out to slack somemore? lol i slack alot on that day i realised-.- lol...okayy went off to change and yes no more that outfit and no more restriction>.< Mata so thick skin still say like me wearing that costume-.- cant find Helena so told Mata to help me tell her i said bye and left-.- yes i left lol okayy and blahblahblah travelled back to home yea got home at 6.15 lol went out for dinner...found kit went there to watch the hollywood on ice show...
11th December woke up at 11 wow mom didna wake me ^^ okayy ate and changed then ate again and off i go to tuition-.- how nice...okayy came back home had dinenr was disgusted by te way my dad eat okayy he eat like a pig end of story hard to get the food i wanna eat since the thing would turn to my side of the table thanks to someone....
today: was awoken at 12 plus plus slack watching tv then had lunch/breakfast....thy came home changed and rushed out then dad sending me to mom's office...from there took bus to tuition change at PS the mrt there-.- haiz tuition...okayy had english tuition thanks jinwei for the music you lend me and the GIS show...lol me go off sleep liao
byebye
my mom is now being a pest-.- she is here nagging and telling her life story again-.- and saying how i should take up computer courses be a computer technician-.- and saying how much i am a failure in my studies-.-...at least all i can do is pretend to listen to her while doing some other stuff online-.- she is wasting my time and now says that she dun care whether or not i go for tuition. well i did tell her that i don't need tuition for certain subject but she did not want to listen so there, its not my fault. Gods i need to leave earlier to go down to Kovan and return some stupid book that i rented-.-
called the tuition centre up and unfortunately it seems that she says that i can't just quit that particular lesson because the teacher she is not really good at it. Bryce you moron! Why did you tell your mom that that tutor for maths is an okayy...she is totally not an okayy on my terms.-.- In fact, she is not even fit to be one. Mean as it sounds, she can't do her maths properly and her definition for the term 'quartile' is so bad that she need to read the book for the definition and for the answer about that stupid question on the quartile thing, she totally got it wrong on her own accordance and still need to refer to the answer and get the right answer saying she 'miss read it'. OKayy so today we are going to get another maths teacher some chinese male teacher and hopefully a good one or else I am going to quit that lesson like I had intended to in the first place.
Bleh, I am going to take another bath before I get my ass down to that stupid tuition centre and see what that stupid principal has to say about my reaction to her previous maths teacher and how I should stay there-.-. SHe is doing this so that her stupid tuition centre would get more income from the likes of us-.- how melodramatic this all can get at times.-.-
RULES OF THE GAME:
1. Post five weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. at the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their bloG and tell them to read your blog for rules.
5 things?
1. Kitsunes ^^
2. My hair colour looks like its dyed (Its not XP)
3. I have sudden fascination over DOD and DOT XD
4. The Seven Sins ^^
5. 4 MORE DAYS XD
5 people (sabo)
1. Huei Chin
2. Jinwei
3. Shurong
4. Clareen
5. Wayne
Sorry dears XD not me fault XP lol ;P no sending back to the person listed :P good luck lol oh and on the sideline, Lynsher say not to break the link :P
haiz woke up at around 11 plus went home to change then went out to school(cause i was being nagged at to) and it totally defeats the purpose cause when i got there the security guard guy says that its closed and told me to come back on Wed-.-...haiz went to tiong got some stuff there then got Derek to send me home and just in time too or not I will be all wet...okayy so yea at home slack and repaint my nails i do not know how many times to get it the just right shade of colour-.-...and i was bored okayy so when it comes to going for tuition i had to hasten my speed and gran she say i dressed like i going out for some kind of party-.- i would not wear like what i wore today for some kind of party...it gives a rather weird message just letting them judge my clothes-.- okayy so what if i dressed a bit different from others...perhaps way too different? lol okayy so went home after lesson and meet mom at the bus stop had dinenr watched show then cousin came over to fetch me blahblah and now i am here blogging this in and my show is so going one XP oyasumi nasai minna me going to watch me show >.<
hmmm woke up late today then got there at Mac late too XP lol FreakOut got come!!!!XP lol okayy so Derek gave me a lift there walked meet up with Helena then went for th meeting and as expected we were both late though not as late as some other people there XP lol okayy so we weren't the latest and I am forever being late for some reasons-.-...oh well meeting was adjoined and got to hear some funny stories from Helena and FreakOut-.- and rather horrifying ones at that lol oh wells....okayy so went to the library did not get exactly the books that i wanted to borrow but what the heck...lol okayy so now i am in my cousin house and obviously can't sleep again...i am starting to feel like an night owl-.- lol though not much wisdom i admit-.-lol okayy so it is already sunday now and i am not asleep well Yuki is also chatting with me over MSN and some other friends and lil sis lol...
lol nokayy so its near 3am in the morning already...lol and yet i still can't sleep so yea i am of course online lol...oh wells i shall need to find another way to cure my insomnia or not i am dead tomorrow and be late for tuition...lol
hmmm woke up at about 1pm today ate lunch here at cousin house then left for home. okayy got home sat in room read that book that i rented at heartland mall-.- can be addictive at times. okayy weird went to bath then went to stone in front of the television. how lame my day can get -.-
had dinner at home watched Tactics Sugino and Moo so cute ^^ including Haruka lol...the near ending of the show very interesting though i like the little song that those children sang there a bit haunting like but nonetheless nice^^lol okayy had dinner waited for cousin to come pick me up. Downloaded a few new songs into ipod now have 827 songs-.- if wrong i shall correct it tomorrow-.-. okayy then got message from cousin after watching about an episode of Getbackers. That show nice. okayy i being lame here-.-
Well went to cousin house and here i am typing away-.-...okayy so nothing much
about yesterday my maths teacher. well she can't really teach that well and is a rather exceptionall can fail teacher. upperquartile, interquartile and innerquartile, all of which she need to refer to her book to explain better to us-.- woe is us. When it comes to one of the question of finding some quartile, well she gave the wrong method and the one i had told her seemed to turned out right-.- well i can stop from here and here you can tell what kind of teacher she is.
I now end this off in the morning of december3
okayy today forced myself out of bed and asked Derek to send me back and he send gran and da to the temple and blahblahblah places..so tired yet could not fall back alseep...watched anime in my room the rest of the time then went for tuition...new maths tutor she is bad-.- i shall further explain it tomorrow cause now i want to go and watch the show Tactics...Haruka ^^