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    Thursday, April 19, 2007

    :8:40 PM:

    Everyday it's the same, wakeup brush teeth take a break. Then later at 3 go into my room and study all the way til dinner or 7pm. I think studyng Science(Biology) is starting to take on a bad toll for my brain.

    I find that people in the Singapore Society. Like how people like to keep their 'face'. Like when they think that in the family it is good to have a child who is a podigy or forcing the child to study like hell and get a good grade. mean sure getting a good grade in all our studies is goodfor our future no matter how crap up it is and all, but forcing a child to study for the sake of getting 'face' and seeing who is higher in position in the family is just a purely sickening game.

    Next is this, what is the point if we can get a good grade for that certain school(Primary/Secondary/JC/University) and all they care about is having 'face' and bragging about it to relatives and friends. I mean have you even think of the kids' feeling, such a living condition is most definitely not even good for children in the first plce. Sure it makes them more 'kiasu' but there is also the point where by the child will get some mental health problems. Yet the good point about it is that it makes one really think about life and their own maturity level.

    Usually those who are affected at a younger age, are more matured than many other kids their age in the society. And then there is also the point where there are kids who are unaware of how lucky they are to be in a sheltered family and really don't get exposed to how cruel life can reall be. If you think that life is bad as it is at home, wait til you bunch of people get into the society and you will see hell.

    The kids that are sheltered, please be more mature and stop running away from a fact that has placed itself in front of your face. And whats the point of dening those facts, sure they are just 'reason' that you people like to make. Well here is a reality check, stop making excuses and find yourself hating a person for the excuses that you make up. Assumption is also not good for oneself even if you know the oher person for like years or just months. People do change with time.

    So whats' your reason for running away from the facts of life. This just goes to show how pathetic you are by running away. Just get up and get a move on in life. It is not like this is the end of the world. I know I for sure am not what m parents claimed me to be as muc as I hate them sometimes and adore them another time. Do note that I used the word 'adore'. 'Love' is just too strong a word for me to even use when talking about them. Sure I do have affections for them, I mean heck they are my parents by blood and genes whether I like it or not.

    Reality is just as tough. If you take the facts of this reality, and those of you who get offended or angry just from reading this post. This goes to show how true about I type. You do't have any idea how others life is like, so if you ever try to complain, whine or comment aboutyour own life, do reflect about other's.

    Even if there are those who would rather have their life not told to anyone until they fully trust someone or just simply can't be bothered about their family to tell. Have some thoughts to keep it quiet and do not assume that they are more pathetic than you.

    If anyone of you find that this post amusing and a total bunch of crap, then it is YOU I feel sorry for. Sorry for not realising what is true and what is not and the facts that are written and placed here for all to see and view.


    Sunday, April 01, 2007

    :10:49 PM:

    Happy April Fools' Day. I just used to love this day oh so much when there were still school and lessons. However I could hardly care whether or not April Fools' Day is here or not.

    I just love eating the chocolates I made ^^ taste so much better than when I last made them th other time. Just in time for EOY@Expo 2006. Well, will be leaving Singapore on Tuesday to go into Malaysia for about a week.

    Preivious poem written.

    Waking to the sound
    Of broken glasses
    I see the truth of Reality

    Shattered pieces amongst red
    Staining these white marble
    A mark
    Never to be washed away

    Lock me up
    Never to awaken
    My secrets
    Shall forever remain
    Sealed and Untouched